i’m trying with all my heart to be okay.
and all i know of hate is that it couldnt beat the love out of me. -andrea gibson
My life is created as I narrate, and my memory grows stronger with writing; what I do not put in words on a page will be erased by time.
from Paula, trans. by Margaret Sayers Peden
(Harper Collins, 1995)
I think about dying but I don’t want to die, not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic, theres so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m wasting every second, even now i’m writing this when I should be out there, I should be living. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell i’m doing or how to get out.
Dancing In The Dark (Live In Sydney)
Tegan and Sara
My favorite version of Dancing In The Dark that the twins have done. :)